Thank You :)

Yesterday was the end of Gerak Gempur II, however, I don't feel relieved at all. I'm worried about my result, seriously.

I know it is useless to worry about it anymore once the exam sheets were handed in. I should have work harder and manage my time properly. I should have been more mature.

Firstly I failed my BM Paper 1, worst result ever;
for English literature 3 points are needed, I only wrote 2, or they might combine them into one;
and I'm disappointed with my Chinese.

For a few times I almost broke down. I wanted to call my friends but I know they're having the same worries as well.
And I thought of you.

For a few times I was kinda desperate to listen to your voice, but a voice in my heart stopped me with the following reasons:
1. I shall not rely on you too much.
2. I shall not distract you from your study anymore.
3. I'm not your somebody.

I told myself, it's not like I will die if I did not do so, right? That works sometimes. But this time, my eyes are lubricated once again. I dislike that :(

Anyway, my phone rang when I was half awake. Within a short moment you cleared the grey clouds in my heart. After hanging up the phone my feelings were all out, then I felt much better.

Thanks for the call.
:D

By the way, why you always don't want to hang up the phone first?