话说，坏情绪最近也很容易pop up，仿佛我的脑袋中了病毒似的。反反复复，我以为自己终于想通了，没想到这些负面思绪这么黏人，挥之不去。
怎么，开始和酸溜溜的滋味有了交集？
怎么，开心之后会有股莫名的无力？
怎么，有些感觉，来去匆匆之后还是来去匆匆？那让我很不安...
日子就是这样，一边开心的度日，一边累积，累积到满点再释放。偶尔会有一丝悔意，呵，谁叫世事难料，时光倒流只能作为漫画情节。
但感觉像流水，dicencang tidak akan putus，不能像切蛋糕那样一刀两断，利落了结。
*拍脸*
我必须站起来，生活中还有很多事情要做!!
这个，就暂时撇一边吧~
I don't know what I shall do when my friends are upset. I feel that my words don't really help them a lot, nor cheering them up. I feel so suckish.
Mood swing is irritating. After all my struggles I thought I'll be all fine, dang the situation now proves me wrong.
Why would I get jealous?
Why would I have the inexplicable depression even though I'm happy?
Why do I feel that the feeling is as if touch-and-go, it appears but soon it fades away. I'm scared...
I do feel regret sometimes, but I understand future is unpredictable we cannot turn back time. The only way is to live on. Feelings are the hardest thing to overcome, it' is impossible to say "okay I'm gonna over Kiki-Lala" today and the next day when you wake up you feel nothing at all towards Kiki-Lala anymore.
Sometimes I don't feel secure, I'm starting to trip, I'm losing my grip...
Nah, I've got to buck up! There are so many things for me to be done in life!
Maybe I should leave this aside and look at the bright side :)
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lala kiki~
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